Musings

So, how do you know if you ever want to have children? That's the question I'm contemplating. It's been on my mind a lot lately and it's in the forefront today. I ask myself that question and I always answer the same way, "I'm not sure" or "I don't know." I find myself wondering if I will regret not having children if I don't have them but feel in no rush to do anything about it. And the fact is I'm not getting any younger. I know so many people that say they just had to have a child. So, when will that feeling hit me? And what should I do in the mean time? What happens if it never does hit me and I make choices in my life based on the anticipation that it will? Then what? A life of regret all the same?